Wyo, my watchers and friends. I'm still breathing so no worries, nothing really major going here. Just living, oddly alone, utter solitude. Nah, just kidding, though I really am feeling solitude.

I once tried to go after a girl and then I gave up for personal reasons, doesn't matter on her or my feelings. I can't afford for her, I felt unworthy on some terms. Not that she's complicated, she is a simple girl and that's why I like her. Now I am trying to let go this feeling and trying to forget her. The thing is, she is the same batch as I am in my college but different courses. I managed to ignore her existent but sometime the feeling still haunts me. I just feel I need some fresh air and a new start.

After that personal 'self-inflict feelings', I feel like I'm changing once again. I becoming more of who I was before but more understanding on some circumstances. Still, is who I was and still who I am. I don't know how to say it but something like that, I don't expect everyone to know but just to understand my current situation. I'm even delaying my assignments and projects, playing more games than ever. Slacking off like the way I used to and listening more to musics now. Thinking back what I've done and what I have been through these years, I feel happy but stupid at the same time. I found a good friend, someone to feel love, purposes but it's all splattered across my mind now and felt broken. What I am doing now is without dreams, no purposes, no ambition to go for what I want. I just keep daydreaming the things I want, I don't like that. I hate it.

It's the same feeling I had 5 years ago, but I was still a kid then. I just think and go with it, this time it's a lot harder and I have responsibilities. I can't fail my parent for all their efforts raising and contributing me into a college. I'll try my best though, and live on to realize my meaning of living.

Sorry for the dramatic event here, and I want to thanks to most of my watchers that been with me for two years. It's the Third year I'm in DeviantArt! So hell yeah! I apologize for not being active but no worries, I got a lots of drawings to be submit, yet. In the mean time, thanks for the patience. Not sure if anyone reading this far but thanks for reading though.